I went to church with my housemate (George) last night and the Teacher made some interesting comments about how we value (or don't) the words of our God. He posed the question, "If you could have $1,000,000 or God's Word, which would you choose?" My immediate thought was, "I think I'll take the $1 million and buy a Bible." Maybe this was your thought as well! But though this may sound reasonable, it reveals what I value; where I source my confidence: me & the $ I can obtain. Because I live in material abundance here in SoCal, it's easy to think, "I can provide for myself. If I just work hard enough, I can make ends meet." The problem is that this kind of thinking neglects the character and nature of a Creator God; a God who made & owns all things, who knows how to "give good gifts to those who ask Him" (Matt. 7); who calls Himself Jehovah Jireh, "the LORD Provides." And I would exchange this God who stretched out the Heavens & formed the Earth, for a few pieces of paper that have "value" only because several people agreed on it?! Unbelievable, Paul.
Over the last three weeks, starting with a message from Francis Chan, and continuing throughout Zambia, God has been expanding my awareness that I am among the economically wealthy of the world. This means that Jesus' teachings and warnings to the wealthy are aimed at me...and maybe you, too. "It is hard for a rich man to enter the kingdom of heaven" (Matt. 19:23), "you cannot serve both God & Money" (Matt. 6:24), don't "fix [your] hope on the uncertainty of riches, but on God, who richly supplies us with all things to enjoy" (1 Tim. 6:17). Riches are transient, can provide a false sense of security, and pale in comparison to knowing the One who supplies the wealthy.
In the face of seeing so many over the last two weeks who love Jesus, have nothing compared with my society's standards, and yet are so full of Christ's Joy and demonstrate such deep faith in God, I must pause and reconsider where I've placed my trust. Do I trust God only as long as I can pay my rent? Put 3 tasty meals on the table each day? Finish my education? Pay off my loans? Hold a job? If these are my prerequisites for Faith in God, then I have placed my trust firmly in myself and money. "Paul, how long will you miss out on the fullness of Joy & Contentment that I offer through trust in Me (Jn. 10:10)? How long will you seek after temporary fortunes (Mt. 6:19)? How many griefs must you pierce yourself with before you believe My words (1 Tim 6:10)?"
So how bout you? Where do you place your trust? What would you rather have?
I was reminded of a song this week. A favorite of mine as a young child:
I’d Rather Have Jesus (audio)
I’d rather have Jesus than silver or gold;
I’d rather be His than have riches untold;
I’d rather have Jesus than houses or lands,
I’d rather be led by His nail pierced hand.
Than to be a king of a vast domain
Or be held in sin’s dread sway,
I’d rather have Jesus than anything
This world affords today.
I’d rather have Jesus than men’s applause;
I’d rather be faithful to His dear cause;
I’d rather have Jesus than world-wide fame,
I’d rather be true to His holy name.
He’s fairer than lilies of rarest bloom;
He’s sweeter than honey from out of the comb;
He’s all that my hungering spirit needs,
I’d rather have Jesus and let Him lead.